我有抑鬱症,我有諗過自殺,但係我冇勇氣去自殺,已經有兩年抑鬱症,每日都好孤獨,自己又冇朋友,仲有乜嘢意義可以生存落去,依家連早餐都唔想食,又要咬,又要吞,又要飲水,我覺得麻煩,所以依家都冇乜胃口,每日都好攰,返到屋企就想瞓覺,每日都好抑鬱,同埋覺得好無助,內疚同埋自責,依家成日都想喊,我之前鍾意影相,但係到咗病發嗰時,相機都唔想掂,我瞓覺就覺得好難瞓得着,但係好少機會係六點醒,不過有時都好大食,食咗好多野都食唔飽.但係有時食少少野,就會飽到想嘔,但係我而家感情麻木左,依家笑都唔識笑,諗番起細個嗰時,就諗到眼濕濕,覺得自己一生都好失敗,體重又變咗好多,我以前體重係83.5kg,之後暴瘦,最低試過65.5kg,搞到我唔想做人,我真係覺得好辛苦,我真係想有人關心.