Because, agner and misery are pulling you here and there, you've found no where to hide your inmost, and no where to let go you pain. Take a look at all your postings, what did you see? Let me tell you what did I see, it's all your yellings, yelling for help !!!
What were you expecting for feedback?
Oh yes, too bad that the world is damn superficial, only us, PEOPLE, who made it complicate. Well, if you enjoy being tortured by yourself, I don't mind to keep my mouth shut. But, if you want to relief yourself from being rediculous, put yourself back in one piece.
By the way, if we got your messages wrong and making trouble out of nothing, very fine, you've got us all.