From: he214ab Date: 21-Sep-2003 16:21

From: bubu (ishtarsoohk@hotmail.com) Date: 25-Dec-2002 17:16

這是我嗎，．•；：！？真可怕!



From: he214ab Date: 21-Sep-2003 16:00

When the rain is blowing in your face, And the whole world is on your case

I could offer you a warm embrace, To make you feel my love



When the evening shadows and the stars appear, And there is no one there to dry your tears

I could hold you for a million years,To make you feel my love



I know you haven't made your mind up yet, But I would never do you wrong

I've known it from the moment that we met, No doubt in my mind where you belong



I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue, I'd go crawling down the avenue

There's nothing that I wouldn't do, To make you feel my love



The storms are raging on the rollin' sea, And on the highway of regret

The winds of change are blowing wild and free, You ain't seen nothing like me yet



I could make you happy, make your dreams come true, Nothing that I wouldn't do

Go to the ends of the earth for you, To make you feel my love



bob dylan



From: he214ab Date: 21-Sep-2003 15:58

From: Mcmug Date: 19-Jan-2003 03:18

It's not only you were lucky that you were loved by those two women.

They also very lucky and happy to love a man like you..........



From: lionman Date: 16-Dec-2002 04:43

Very much agree. Somebody gives you $1,000 that is all he/she has but another gives you a million that is only 0.0001% of his property. Who is more generous? People only regret when something has gone. Love others whenever you can!





From: he214ab Date: 21-Sep-2003 15:54

Memory





突然想起為什麼自己有機會學攝影 , somehow I remembered the chance of learning photography .



中六時看朋友手中的canon 1n , after getting the image of holding camera from my friend in matriculation course .



回到家中就愛上手動機了 , I became totally infatuated with mechanical camera .



因為沒有錢..只能從網上看有關資料 , you know, what the poor can do is searching related information by internet to satisfy his poor need .



日看夜看..看上fm2..fm10..到yashica , various brand names rose to my mind, from Nikon series to Yashica FX-XXX .



就是這個了 , that's what i've believed. [urhttp://www.mir.com.my/rb/photography/fototech/whichsystem/whatsystem2.htm[/url]



從書上知得陳X有一部二手的相機連鏡頭 , from the advertisement I knew somewhere it has second-hand camera with standard lens to sell .



售一千元..開心得不得了 ,and the selling price is just $1000, that’s cheap enough for me .



郤沒有錢..那 女孩子 便給我一千元買相機 , yet my pocket money were far from enough, the GIRL then gave me $1000 to fulfill my dream .



她是做侍應的..滿辛苦的.. , she was a waitress; it is not an easy job to be.



每天她只有二百五十元的薪水 , all she can earn is $250 per day .



每星期上班兩天 , and she can only work for 2 days per week .



這是她兩星期的收入總和 , that’s all she earned in two weeks .



起居飲食的錢沒有了 , living costs have been vanished of course .



她說:我沒有錢..最多沒有什麼..沒有什麼大不了 , that’s fine, I can handle with it, the GIRL said .



她說:你沒有相機..我知道你會死去的 , yet YOU would certainly die without it, the GIRL said .



我拿著錢 , together with these money ,



坐上巴士與地鐵 , I took the bus and MTR ,



到了尖沙咀 , coming to Tsim Sha Tsui .



一千元的相機不見了 , the original one has been sold ,



只得一千三百五十元的 , and they only left another similar one marked $1350 .



我什麼都不懂 , I knew nothing at that moment ,



眼裡只有那相機 , but just looking that camera unconsciously .



最後給了五百元押金 , deposit of $500 has been given as a result .



回到家郤大哭 , back to home, looking at the receipt, weeping.



媽媽後來給了我五百元 , another $500 were given by my MAMA finally.



最後用一千二百元買下它 , trading price is $1200 after negotiation .



便擁有了Yashica fx-3 super 2000 + 50/f1.9 , I owned my first camera therefore .



後發覺鏡頭有毛,而機身不足一年便給人為破壞 , lens was later found of getting fungus, body was intentionally damaged by me within year .



當然是新歡上場 , it becomes rubbishes, and I fell in love with others instantly.



想到這裡..才知道生命裡有兩個女人曾經對我真的很好 , until now, I found there are two caring me so much.



只是我忘記了 , I forgot it however .



幾年後,當較出名的手動相機也曾擁有過 , when having chances to own many famous manual cameras during these years ,



like nikon canon olympus pentax moskva fuji ricoh agfa leica etc



才理解,這個傻仔在這小圈子走走動動的日子, I realize how my own game of chasing equipmental experience ,



是多麼愚蠢 , is so stupid .



為什麼 , and who can kindly tell me why it takes so many time ,



多年前你曾說的話 , to understand your words ,



要現在才能明白 , which has been told for a long time ago ?





確實 , no doubt . 我認真仆街 , I am a real sucker .